Hi, I'm Sarah. And I'm not really sure how to start it off. I like to write, sing, dance, and act. I'm taking life as it comes, and going after everything I deserve.
You know what I’ve noticed? All my friends are in relationships. ALWAYS. What is wrong with being single? You people…
withhopeasananchor asked:
It will get better, Sarah :) It was your first time being away at college, and it's hard to get used to such a big life change. It'll get easier and easier, and you'll get stronger in making decisions, and the rest will follow. Through all of the confusion and chaos, you'll grow like a flower in the rain, and one day the sun will come out to greet you, and all will be well. (I sound wicked sappy, but fugettaboutit)
dawwww….
FREAKING, FOOOKN’ MOTHER NATURE
…but thank you, I hope so
Finally Home
You know, it’s weird being home. After weeks of missing random things about “home,” being away at college, they don’t seem that great. I missed sitting in my den listening to the thunder, and watching the lightening. I missed joking around with my dad, arguing with my mom over the stupidest things. I missed driving in my Buick with my brother, singing along to the radio, and being so surprised he knows so many girly songs. I missed being surrounded by my four best friends, each wonderful in different ways. I missed hanging out with my neighbors I grew up with, just sitting on the deck burning, while they get an awesome tan. Then I come home after being starved from it for so long. And while I’m so lucky, and so grateful that I have everything in my life that I do, it’s not all it’s cracked up to be. I got bored listening to the thunder in the den, my mom aggravates me, my dad’s always working. I don’t have gas money to sing to the radio with my brother, and my best friends have been taken away by road trips to Virginia, work, babysitting, or illness. And my neighbor’s always with her asshole boyfriend. I was looking forward to working, and on my first day back there’s a fire, I’m out of work for two weeks. I’m starting to lose hope on doing a long distance relationship with my boyfriend. Right now, everything I was looking forward to, isn’t seeming to fall in place. I don’t mean this to be a depressing post, but I’m bummed. I know things will turn around eventually, but right now, I’m really missing being surrounding by the old concrete. The late nights with my boyfriend, and the early mornings with my friends. I miss knowing I always have someone to talk to, whether it was across the room from me or two doors down. I miss college. This, sucks. But hey, maybe such a crappy start will lead to a kick ass ending? Maybe not, but I guess time will tell. I have to make this summer my own.
